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That night meant something to me. I am not going to lie; it was my first hotel stay with a woman other than Kate. Looking down at Faith on my side next to her, I lightly brushed her hair to the back her ear, revealing more of her beautiful face. She returned her sight straight into mine and wrapped her arms around me, pulling me down to her, giving me a big kiss.

“What’s that for?” I asked, giving her a smile.

“For everything today. I have not been so happy for a very long time. Thank you,” and an unexpected tear streamed down from the corner of her eye.

“Why are you crying? Don’t cry. Smile, I want you to smile. You deserve to be happy,” I said and hesitated for a while before adding, “I know I can’t be the one giving you that but please, be happy ok?” I said, catching the precious liquid pearl at the end of its flow.

I have to bring that up. I cannot let both of us nose-dive even deeper into this love-triangle. Someone had to take control at the cockpit.

A cascade of tears burst from her eyes. I know I’m hurting her with the truth but…it is the truth. I am married to her best friend and we can never wrap fire with a paper. Kate will eventually sense something and find out about our affair. It is better to end things now when it is less hurting for all. That was the best thing to do.

“I’m sorry.” I apologised and pulled her into my arms. My heart squinched and tears rimmed my eyes as well. I know I was being a jerk, only to think of ending it after all the sex but this relationship has got to stop somewhere.

Looking up at my tear-rimmed eyes, she said, “Can we not talk about this and be mine at least until we leave this place? I want to leave with a good memory.”

“But Faith…”

“Please…baby?” Faith intercepted my words with more tears rolling down her eyes. I agreed. At this point, I somehow felt that Faith see me as a relief to her loneliness and I was kind of glad that she did. At least it would not be so hard when it is time for the real goodbye.

We hugged tightly and engaged in a passionate kiss once again.

We spent the whole night snuggling in bed. Faith clung onto me throughout and I to her as well. We chatted and joked like before, brushing our naked bodies against each other under the sheets. There was a moment when I felt I should not let her go. I should continue the underground relationship until we really had to stop. However, that was just the thinking of my evil side. I could not afford to let it control me like that. Too much was at stake.

We retired at around midnight and slept with her in my arms. I am not too sure what time was it but I remember waking up with a stubborn hard on and went to the loo. After adjusting the temperature in the room, I climbed under the comforter and Faith turned and hugged me, lying on half of me. Her hip brushed against my hard on and she felt it.

With her eyes closed, she reached down and grabbed my hard cock giving it a few strokes before saying, “Need my help?”

“What you gonna do?”

She disappeared under the sheets and attacked my hard cock with her mouth. Slurping on my shaft and coupled my balls in her mouth, providing the warmth they were longing for. The feeling was heavenly. She was licking the base of my cock with her head rested on my lap and after a while, there was no movement from her.

I was waiting for her next move but it never came. “Sleeping??” I thought and opened up the covers and indeed, she fell asleep. I think the jerking from my imploded laughter woke her up and she continued her licks. Amazing woman. I pulled her up and tucked her in beside me hugging her even tighter, I said, “Baby, it’s ok. Go to sleep,” and gave her a peck on her forehead.

“Mmm…I’ll help you tomorrow ok? Too tired.” She nodded with her eyes closed and brushed her hand on my face before hugging me to sleep.

I soon fell asleep too with her tightly in my embracement. I more I hugged her the harder it seemed to let her go. The devil and the angel in me were fighting but I had to be firm. I had to take control if not our lives will be ruined, all three of us.