[seowlang]

Sorry, don't mean to go into hiding and not update. Work and personal life has sucked up so much time and energy. I hear many of you still asking between my ex-wife and me...

It felt so long ago.. so allow me the brevity. For my ex-wife, the reason she has no more feelings for me was because there was indeed a 3rd party at the end. However, the reason given by her was that it was my inability to give her things money cannot buy: the emotional support, the security, a listening ear, time and care/concern. So when there was another man who did, she was swayed eventually.

Frankly, I am more angry and bitter than sad. Ya, quite fuck up and prideful inside of me I know. Because if the reason was because I was caught for the affair, I have nothing much to say. But since I wasn't, her reasoning wasn't acceptable to me. She didn't give a chance or in her opinion, I didn't see the signs. Yes, my argument is flawed. I somewhat agree. Anyway, the ending wasn't really amicable though we are on talking terms.

As for J and me... seriously, should I even continue here or start a new 'love' story?

Yours,
SL