I was raped too, ..... in 2004 by one CAT 150 WL.
She rejected my plea '' no sex pls..just handjob will do...'' when I visit CAT150 for the first time.. I visit several WLs at PT , and then one CAT80 at GL.. (they all agreed to do just HJ..)
When I first request for CAT 150 WL, she reject my plea..." no sex pls... '' and give me BBBJ, and then AR... and then FJ .... despite my plea.'' bu yao, bu yao..'' When I cummed into her pussy via condom, my thinking changed...
It is an honour to be a rape victim of those gals...
and recently, CAT150 WL ,Ice , after FJ session, ask me to turn around until my back face her, saying she want to give me a short massage..
but she sat on my buttock, grabbing my shoulder, doing up and down motion, on my buttock... I watch her face at the mirror,her eyes was closed , she was engaging in 'fantasy rape'' bonking my ass..
Will pay a visit to CAT 150 - Ice next week and ask her whether she is willing to wear strap-on and bonk me...
Oh god! Am I getting more and more kinky?