[NewFreedom]

i was drinking 1 nite at 1am+, bo programs. back then, i wasn't reg in sammyboy yet. i was 1 of those silent readers. a pop-up at d bottom of my screen caught my attention. it was G.

immediately i MSN her. tis was d latest time i hv ever seen her login MSN.

Me: nt sleeping? y r u online?
G: cannot sleep
Me: hw cum?
G: du lan
*silence*
Me: something troubling u? if u need a listening ear, i will juz listen
G: long story. y r u nt sleeping?
Me: drinking
G: i went drinking wif him 2.
Me: n u r nt tired?
G: nt really
Me: u disappear from bed, login MSN he wun say anything or complain?
G: fark care!
Me: woahhhhh. simi tai ji? y so du lan?

she noes i m separated.

G: when u still wif ur wife, do u treat ur wife like a prostitute?
Me: huh? wat u mean?
G: i was horny after d drinks. i wanted sex. he just flip the blanket one side, take off undies juz lie there ask me 2 do it.
Me: hahahahahahahahahahaha
G: it's nt funny OK? as if i m a whore
Me: ok sorry.

to cut d conversation short, tats pretty much her sex life. 4 d rest of nite, we were really toking abt it. i threw her many questions, nothing sexual but more like offered her advice. 4 example, i told her maybe she shld wait 4 a weekend, no family outings watsoever, get d husband 2 sit down n hv a good talk wif him. let him noe wat she hopes 2 hv. apparently, she had tried many times but no use, according 2 her.

as d conversation went on, i began 2 ask more abt earlier yrs. according 2 her, sex life was fantastic when they 1st married. at least 4 d 1st 3 yrs. after tat, it spiral downwards until d way it is nw. so i told her again, y nt try sumthing new 2 seduce him or watever. sumthing tat both of them havent try be4. 4 such a shapely wife, there is no reason tat husband wont wan 2 hv sex wif her.

fact is, she did. she bought alot of new lingeries n nightwear, hoping 2 spice up her marriage's sex life. sumtimes when she's du lan, she rather nt do it n use her dildo.

G: if u r me, u du lan anot?
Me: i tink so
G: i feel fucking cheap everytime he does tat.
Me: ok dun be du lan oredi la, later nt pretty anymore
G: if u see wat i m wearing nw 4 him, u will noe y i m so du lan
Me: oic. wat u wearing then?
*web cam message pop up*
*i click accept*
Me: wah, we never meet b4 n u juz show me?
G: pls la, i nt naked.

there she was, in her translucent dress. a black 1. she was pointing her web cam slightly above her nipps level so i cant actually see her nipps. d point was just 2 show me wat kinda nightie she was wearing, nt get notti wif me online. u can say almost like halfcup shown 2 me.

behind tat dress, i can see faint lines defining her cleavage. ok! she is NOT flat chested. tat's wat struck my mind rite away. i believe i m looking at a reasonably well-shaped wife, based on d pictures in d website n d web cam image i m looking at nw. d thing is, there is always push-up bra 2 make breasts look bigger. nw, at least i noe i m looking at d real stuffs w/o bra. her breasts r definitely natural peaks. based on d halfcup of coz.

there i was, admiring her beautiful face. almost perfect complexion. i like her shoulder-line actually. not 2 big, unlike those bulky women.

she was slumped back in her chair, n if anyone tinks she is lying, her expression definitely says another. her face said she is really pissed 4 d nite. i asked, if we could juz chat wif her web cam on, surprisingly she said ok. hw can i resist looking at her?

Me: honestly, if i had a wife like u, i tink i m d happiest man on earth
G: sad, he doesn't tink tat way.
Me: maybe d spark is dying off. u shld really hv a gd heart to heart talk wif him.
G: i sian oredi. talk until i tired
Me: u gv up juz like tat?
G: nowadays i horny, i rather masturbate or use dildo. oredi noe wat response he will gv me
Me: sighz. y sum men hv such beautiful wives duno hw 2 treasure. ppl like me wan also dun hv.
G: ur ex-wife last time nt horny meh?
Me: normal only
G: if u wan she dun wan hw?
Me: same as u la masturbate lor

like i say, until abt 4am we were talking abt our sex lives. nothing else but juz our sex lives.

to be continued... til i hv time to update again...